just want you to know

as we grow up,we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down,probably will. you will have your heart broken and you will breaks others hearts. you will fight with your bestfriends or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry becoz time is flying by. so take too many picture,laugh too much,forgive freely,and love like you've never been hurt. life comes with no guarantees,no times out,no second chance. you just have to live life fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off,speak out,laugh out loud,hold someones hand,comfort a friend,fall asleep,watching movie,stay up late and smile until your face hurts. don't be afraid to take chances and don't afraid to fight them back. even in d end everyone will hurt you,its up to you to decide who is worth the pain. never shows your weaknesess,bcoz the happines is the best revenge.




sometimes i don't understand myself,i cant tell what i feel inside,i cant express it (err..i guess)..i push myself to change,i hold my tears hard. i like to pretend thats everythings alright. bcoz when somebody else think u're fine,sometimes u forget for a while that u're not..so..im not such a wonderfull human being






i wrote this for you if you know it : even without you by my side i still can survive. i face everything by myself,not depend to anyone.im weak,but...im using our memory to raise up my energy to survive. i shout ur name when im afraid and even i close to death.. then..i will be fine

baik lah

baik lah...sume kuar bukan ade yang ajak ak kan ?
alasan sebab ak x pose ... x mandi lg laa ape laa
lantak laa..
da xd sorg pon korg yang ajak ak 
tacing sial ak
babi btol
lantak r korg
pasni korg hal korg
ak hal ak
x mati pon xd membe 


thanks taw !

r u crying?...no im not..my eyes jz sweating..

''you..jage diri baik2..ape yg i bt sume ats ape yg u mntk..i x sngka jd mcm ni..i ta seketkan u lagi..dua2 gf i da buang..i tanak sape2 jage i..bia la u yg last..mkn minum u jage k syg..i tanak wat u saket lg..i bnyk susakn u..i bnyk wat u nangis..i terok..i still blame myself bout wat juz happen ..syg..i da taw rase taleh bernafas camne..thanks sebab jage i td..i seku tgk u tdo dgn nyenyak..mcm baby..i ta kacau u tdo sbb u bnyk berjage tok i..u ckup knal i..i ade gf tu pown sebab i tanak u lari perasaan u kat i..i na nmpk yg i slh..bia i yg ditunding..i tana u lari dgn rase u sala..tmpt u kat ati i mmg takkan ade penggantiu r da one..i already found my one in a million..i akn still dtg uma..sebab i taw u takkan benti menanges..so i ade tuk u..sentiase ad..i love you..goodnite..''-- a text from him..nice word huh?..you copy paste dr mane?...u hantar msg yg same gak ke tuk dua2 gf you?...kalau you betol syg i..you takkan bt i mcm nie laa..you takkan bia i nanges mcm nie...even i suh u pergi..u spatutnye tetap stay dgn i...tp..u tetap pergi...bila i suh u jgn dtg uma...knpe u dtg jgk?..huh?..takkan u x fhm ape yg i ckp...kalau u nak lpak ngan membe2 u...u jz call dowg..den korg lpak laa kat lua..jgn lpak kat uma...u..i xnk tgk u..i xnk dgr suare u...sume tu sakitkn i..ape u nak?..ha?...u bt mcm nie seolah2 u x respect i taw ta..u ta taw rase sakit yg i rase skang..u ta taw camne susa nyer i nak lalui hari2 i...i taw u happy dgn ape yg u bt kat i skng..i taw u suke tgk i jatuh mcm ni...i taw sume tu...i merayu kot ngan u..takkan u nak i melutut kat u?...tlg laa...plz..jgn bg i nmpk u...i seksa kot u bt i mcm nie...ape yg u nak dr i lg?..ha?...ape salah i kat u sampai u bt i mcm nie?...salah ke i syg u slame ni?..slah ke i ttap stay tk u slame ni?...ni ke yg i dpt?...you...you ingt x perbualan nie

''you...setahun setgh tu lame...camne kalau you yg berubah?ape jd kat i?...mcm mane dgn i?''

''you..i janji kat you yg i takkan berubah ok?...''

c...now..bende tu btol jd kan you?...ape jd kat i?...you sng laa...da dpt pengganti i..skali dpt due lak tu kan...cpt tol u lupekan sal kite kan?...sng2 j u bole lupekn sal kite and sayang kat org lain...n act like nuthing happen between us kan?...bagus laa mcm tu kan?...i tawu you tgh bahagia skang...i je yang mcm bodo xdpt nak benti nanges...

you...you pn taw i ttap syg you kan?...

so..you ta payah laa nak tnye i syg u ke x..

i takkan tnye u..u syg i or ta..cz i noe d answer ''no''

im okay wit it...its gud to hear dat..i happy for you dear..tc

tahniah tahniah tahniah dan tahniah !

wooww!! tahniah sebab anda berjaya buat sy menangis dgn teruk skali..tahniah sebab anda berjaya bt kawan kawan saya lari dari sy..n biarkan sy sorang kat sini..tahniah eh..terima kaseh sgt2...eh eh..bagaimana hari anda dgn gf anda?ok?sedang musim bahagia?..kenapa anda tak berbuka dgn kekasih hati anda?...knpa anda sebokk nak dtg rumah sy?...haa?...ish ish ish..anda betol betol bt sy sakit kan..ape sebenarnye yang anda tak puas hati dari sy?..

cukup cukup laa dgn perkataan sayang anda kat saya..sebab saya takkan n x mungkin percaya lagi ckp anda tu...nak 1 peluang?..da banyak peluang da sy bg kn..tp...x dihargai..hmm..

ye laa..sy taw sy x lawa..sy x hot...gf baru awak mest lawa n hot kan?...

selalu je nak menipu..x paham betol..ni yg awk nanti2kan selama ni kn?..nak sy lepaskn awk..kan baik kalau awak cakap awal2...

terima kaseh..sy boleh hidup tanpa awak mcm mana awk bole hdop tanpa sy k..

sy tak selemah yang awk sangkakan

awak berjaya buatkan sy jatuh..

awak btlaa ape yang terbaik tk hdup awak lepas ni k

sy taw awk da jumpe pompuan yg lg baik dr sy tk awk 

once a cheater owez a cheater

''once a cheater always a cheater rite?''

mest pernah dgr kan?..mest pernah rase kan?

hmm...hi..lame x updated blog..huh

baiklah..bngn pg dgn keadaan ak yg agak moody..mate sepet cz nanges mcm org gila smlm..tu ta ckup lg..siap geget2 bantal sume mcm org kelaparan..meraung mcm singa teran tahi..ok...its enough..till ak tertido memikirkn sumting yg agak memenatkan otak ak yg mmg da penat...

hmm...flash back ape yg jd smlm....okay..1 pergaduhan,harapan yg hancur,hati hancur n kecewa dan sakit..otak yg penat,airmata mengalir mcm air terjun..okay..everyting...its really hurt me deeply..dia yg ak syg..ok...dia yg bg ak harapan...finally...dia hancurkan sume nye...adeh...dlm mase 5 min j dia hancurkan ak..yeah ! mmg ak sedih..agaknye dia mest happy kan lpas bt ak mcm ni..mest dia da puas hati kan?

great job dude ! awak berjaya tipu sy tk ke tiga kalinye ! dulu kate nak berubah..ok..mmg betol laa awak berubah..berubah cari pompuan lain..bagos ! bile yg dpn mate ni da give up..baru ang nak nanges2 minta maaf bagai2..ooohoo....its too late dear...u broke my heart..u hurt me deeply...oo..r u happy to hear dat?..

go on wit ur new beoved gf..yg kat sini ni kau ta payah nk sebok..eh eh..mmg kau x sebok pon sal ak kan?..lupe laa pula..due2 betina tu lg boleh jge u kn?...bile da jd mcm nie..i taw sape i dlm hati u..u ta payah nak ckp u menyesal ke ape..coz i taw u mmg xtaw ape erti sayang..ape erti menyesal sume..u xkn pernah berubah...

bodo kan?..kdg ak terfikir gak ape doe salah ak kat kau sampai kau bt ak mcm nie skali..mane kurang ak?mane silap ak? ape salah ak kat kau eh sampai kau bt ak mcm nie?...kau buat ak sayang kau..kau bagi ak harapan...den kau bt ak rasa kosong..ak x benci kau..coz ak da xtaw camne nak benci kau..kau dgn joel same j laa weyh..beza nye..kau ta sampai tgn kat ak..tu j..adeh...thxx alot la eh..pasni u da bole bt group dgn joel da..da bole jd geng...

sumpah ak sakit kau bt mcm nie..thx taw..harap kau bahagia dgn gadis baru tu..eh eh..jumaat ni nak g date kan?..bagus laa...gud to hear dat dude..

: ak okay laa..ak x sedih mane pon.hmm....

biase la tu :))

hey..bnyk org pelik n tertanya tanya kn sal  relationship ak..hee..actually ak pn xtaw nak jawab camne..nak ckp da clash..ye..tp bile jmpe..still pggil syg2 sume..hmm..ak pn xtaw nk ckp camne..siyesly..datz y ak gne gamba kteowg tk blog nie..coz ak still syg die..even ak taw kteowg da xdpt bersama...hmm...tipu la if ak ckp ak da x syg die and syg ak mkin kurang kat die..tipu tu sume tipu ...ak syg die n bertambah syg..tah pada ak..susa nak cari laki cam die skng..die jage ak gile2..hmm...onestly..pd ak..die da x perlukan ak..die da x syg ak..bila ak ckp sal nie kat die..mest die mara..ak taw mmg dr dulu die x pena nak tunjukkn syg die kat ak..tp nape?..die malu ke kat ak?..ak xd laa lawa mane..ak x hot..hmm...yg die slalu tnjukkn kat ak mara die..die slalu wat ak cemburu..ak xtaw npe..ke die mmg nak ak lupekan die?..nape perlu bt bende2 yg ak x suke?...ape salah ak eh?..hmm...bia laa..mayb tu yg die suke..tu yg bole bt die happy...xp laa..asalkan die happy..ak sggup makan hati..hmm..org ckp ak bodo coz ak still nak stay dgn die even die da tnggalkn ak...org ckp ak bodo coz ak still nak tggu die even die cari pompuan lain..org ckp die x layak tuk ak..org ckp mcm2 laa...npe?perlu ke nk ckp mcm tu kat ak?..ak taw korg x suke tgk kwn korg sedih kn..tp tolong laa faham..ak syg die..korg pn taw kan..once ak da syg org tu..ak akn syg die..pd ak..die laa plg layak dlm hati ak..jht die..die fhm ak..bia pn die ta tunjukkn..kalau korg kat tmpt ak korg pn akn bende yg same betol x?..hmm...juz bagi ak syg org selagi ak bole syg...korg tnye ak..sampai bile ak nak tggu die..hmm...sampai mase yg di tentu kn...






bole x ak sembang sal bende karut jap?..hahah..org tua2 ckp kan..dorg ckp kn..kalau couple..kalau nak bg brg kat pasangan kite..jgn bg brg mcm baju ke..kain ke..yg benang2 sume laa...nanti tak kekal lame..coz benang ley putus..hbungan pon ley putus gak..yeke?..cop2..fikir sat..lol..patut laa ak clash ngan die...cz die penah belikn ak baju..and ak pun pena bagi die sweater..hoho..tp..camne kalau org yg x bg brg yg berkaitan dgn benang kat pasangan die..tp still putus gak?...haaa...






okay laa...moral of d story...g tdo...coz ak da ngantok sgt2..bile da ngantok..mule laa merepek2 kat fb and blog ni..hahha..








selamat bersahur and berpuase sume






wit luf:
oly

ak x puase :))

• hehehehhe....ak x pose...eh2..ad sebab ak x pose taw..hehe...
• bosan taw x..ak pn xtaw nk wat ap...ak sorg j x tdo ni..
• hmm...taw x..ak x pose j..1 umah follow kat blakng ak x pose..waahhh..ak x besalah..hahha
• er...sakit perut laa pulak..adeh...lex jap..
• jap g nk buke katne eh?..hahhaha..bajet mcm pose j kn kteowg ni..jht gle...
• ok..baiklah..ak ad gosip best !
• ak cadang nak beli rumah kat laman sri tu..kat sek 13..hmm...niat ak baik...ruma tu btol2 dpn kolej..so..ak xnk kwn2 ak slalu x g clz...hmm..ak cadangkn kwn2..kite pndh kat uma tu nak?..sng korg nk g clz..hahhaha..
• btw..td..ad org cite kat ak..asl laa 1 uma nak bermasam muke sume..eh2..asl nk tnye ak lak?..ad ak ckp pape ke?ad ak bt pape ke?ad ak ganggu hidup korg ke?..sape yg masam muke dgn sape?ak ke die?..jgn nk tnye ak sowg laa..bkn ak sowg j dok lam uma ni..lau die x ske ak..lantak die laa...itu hal die..bkn hal ak..masing2 da besa kn..so pandai2 fikir laa...
• hmm..da laa..mls pula ak nk sembang bnde2 mcm nie..agak2 ak x thn..sng cite..blah j..bia susa sng ak sowg laa..bole hdup gak ak..ak x susakn hdop ko laa...
• jap2...ari nie ak agak kuat mkn..knpe eh?..org bln pose mkin kurus..ak?..makin SEHAT...hahaha
• dunia ini kecik..kawan kau kawan ak jgk..kawan ak kawan ak laa..hahaha..
• baiklah..ak da start merepek2 da nie..
• mest diesebabkn ak mengantok..
• kalau ak tdo..cmfrm2 ak bngn ptg kan?..
• hahahahhahaha....
• tu je laa keje ak skng..haih..
• ckp pasal keje..hmm...elok2 da dpt keje..jd mcm nie..kalau duduk saje dpt duit..xp gak..ni ak da pening da nie xd keje..adeh adeh..
• ak n ayid plan nk cari keje..smpai ke sudah cari keje dlm mimpi...hahhaa...ape x nyer..mlm j lpak smpai pg den blik uma...blik uma bkn tros tido...lpak lg...den bru tdo..tdo bangun smpai ptg....ptg j siap2 nk g mkn..pas2 kuar..haa...mmg x jd ape laa kn..hahhaah
• bodo btol..
• plus ak rindu apek...okay..ak xtaw ak nie mmg bodo atau ak baru prasan yg ak ni bodo..hmm..till today...ak still syg die..prasaan nie xley ke lari jauh2 dr ak?..seksa taw x?! dia da ad gf da..tp ak still mengharap kat die..and pn mcm kesian kat ak den lyan kn j..
• teruk kan ak...hmm..sori apek...sori i terlalu susakn hdup u
• bye ak nak tdo..mate da berat da nie...lg berat dr berat bdn ak...hehheh..
• selamat berpuasa kwn2...

with love
olympia marcelona